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Forlorn Friday

I’m not sure how well I’m adjusting to all this. First, back in November, I quit my job and moved back to my hometown since I didn’t like my career path, my lease was up, and I wanted to be … Continue reading

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Glad we talked

GSB came over tonight. I’ve been struggling with a lot of things on my mind today, and he was a big part of it. We eventually talked, as he could tell I was a bit quieter than normal. In all … Continue reading

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Cold Turkey

It was the right decision. I know that. My head knows that. My heart is having trouble letting go. After spending a wonderful New Year’s Eve with William, our relationship ended on New Year’s Day. It was growing increasingly obvious … Continue reading

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My realtor’s big mouth

I really didn’t need to know that!! I had a feeling it was heading in that direction, but really…I didn’t need to know that. Just before Christmas I was at the mall and ran into my realtor. He was doing … Continue reading

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Milestones

During my adult life I have experienced many milestones.  I remember my high school and college graduations. I remember my wedding…which happened in between my graduations. I remember when each of my dogs came into my life…and when two of … Continue reading

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The Devil’s in the Details

I was sitting on my couch last night listening to a song that HD introduced me to.  Tears were streaming down my cheeks.  I was realizing that with every guy I get involved with it’s just another set of memories … Continue reading

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My two-step forward

I have been very blessed in the last few months to have met some new friends and become closer with some I already had.  My partner in crime, Sugar (at least that’s the nickname I’ve given her since she’s so … Continue reading

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What’s the rush?

Tonight I caught the very end of the movie Independence Day.  It always cracked me up when Jeff Goldblum’s character says, “Must go faster! Must go faster!” as they’re trying to make it out of the mother ship before their … Continue reading

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My wake-up call

I have always believed in the Golden Rule – “Do unto others as you would have others do unto you.”  These are good words to live by which is why they’ve stood the test of time.  I wholeheartedly believe in … Continue reading

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My Isolating Thoughts

Every song brings back a memory for me.  Feelings start flooding back all at once.  I’m right there in the moment.  Whether it was with my ex-husband or moments I shared with any of the other men.  Two Steps Behind.  … Continue reading

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