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A Letter To My Friend

I have a very good friend who is frustrating the hell out of me! There are so many things I want to say to her, but I honestly don’t think she’d truly hear me. I know this because I’ve felt … Continue reading

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Curious Conundrum

Last night I couldn’t sleep. I did eventually, but it didn’t happen until almost 3:00 am. My mind started wandering last night because something was bothering me. I wanted to see what my ex-hubby’s new baby looked like. I don’t … Continue reading

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My cup runneth over

I have loved him from the moment we met. I can’t explain it and neither can he. It just is. He’s everything I’ve looked for in a man and beyond. He tells me I’m beautiful and can’t wait to put … Continue reading

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The hard pill to swallow

Staring at this blank page it makes me wish my mind was blank. I wish I could turn it off even for a little while. On Thursday, I received some news from Lynn, my unexpected confidant. She’s married to my … Continue reading

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The road ahead

I decided to take a walk tonight after being in the house all day. There really is no more tension between us, so being at home all day with my hubby isn’t what it used to be. We talked. We … Continue reading

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Surviving Those Questions and Comments

Over the last year and a half I have used writing as a tool for many things. It has helped me sort out my thoughts. It has helped me to balance my mood. It has given me a creative outlet … Continue reading

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Crossroads

For almost four years I’ve been in this place. It’s taken me this long to figure it out, but now I’m seeing it clearly. I’m in limbo. I can’t move forward with my life because my hubby won’t make up … Continue reading

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