Tag Archives: emotions

The second first time

We were laying down on his bed, our arms wrapped around each other. I was still a bit nervous given I’d been down this road with him before. I knew this time was different, but I was still a bit … Continue reading

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How did it come to this?

I took a big chance leaving my previous life behind to move to a new town without a job lined up in hopes of something different. I started this year in the best shape I’ve been probably my entire life. … Continue reading

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So many feels

Combine moving into a new place plus the imminent time of the month arrival and you have a recipe for a one-woman emotional roller coaster! I’m bouncing between being so glad to have a place of my own and being … Continue reading

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Glad we talked

GSB came over tonight. I’ve been struggling with a lot of things on my mind today, and he was a big part of it. We eventually talked, as he could tell I was a bit quieter than normal. In all … Continue reading

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My Verbal Trigger

Sometimes a song comes on that reminds you of something from your past. Other times it’s a certain scent. These both can elicit strong emotions and vivid memories. Tonight it was neither of these two that brought me to tears. … Continue reading

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Rings of Closure

Yesterday brought to an end a few weeks of built up anxiety that, to be honest, started a few years ago if I really think about it. My beautiful niece recently graduated from high school in May and she invited … Continue reading

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Curious Conundrum

Last night I couldn’t sleep. I did eventually, but it didn’t happen until almost 3:00 am. My mind started wandering last night because something was bothering me. I wanted to see what my ex-hubby’s new baby looked like. I don’t … Continue reading

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