Category Archives: Infertility

The Unseen Struggle

I am the sum of my experiences. They make me who I am. The tough times I’ve been through shape how I view the world. They shape how I react to what someone says or does. No one else has … Continue reading

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Is this what I have to look forward to?

“Is this what I have to look forward to?” This is what was going through my mind yesterday at my Weight Watchers meeting. I usually go on Sundays, but since I was on vacation last weekend I chose to attend … Continue reading

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The Family Downfall

When I got divorced, my ex-husband decided it would be best to keep his distance from me. I know we both needed that break to move on with our lives, so we did just that. At first, I would occasionally … Continue reading

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A Letter To My Friend

I have a very good friend who is frustrating the hell out of me! There are so many things I want to say to her, but I honestly don’t think she’d truly hear me. I know this because I’ve felt … Continue reading

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Do I seek what I’ve lost?

Many times I turn to writing to help seek out answers to what troubles me. I’ve found that seeing what’s in my head appear on the screen before me allows me to organize my thoughts and help me find what’s … Continue reading

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Tunnel Vision

Back when I was married, I would have a lot of trouble not thinking about trying to get pregnant. These thoughts are always on my mind. It was hard to escape them. Imagine every time you have sex with your … Continue reading

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The Balancing Act

I’m not new to experiencing the effects of hormones on the body. After all, I went through 8+ years of infertility treatments. There can be very high highs and very low lows. The problem is, my mind doesn’t differentiate between … Continue reading

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My Four Score

Four years ago today I was sitting on my couch contemplating the events of the day. I had acquired a new-to-me car who I have since named Gandalf. I was sporting an amazing new pair of silver pumps that I … Continue reading

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Living The Good Life

Life is good. I can finally say that and mean it. I’m kind of proud of myself to be honest. I’ve been through a lot the last few years but feel like I’ve finally turned a corner…and I’m enjoying the … Continue reading

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Curious Conundrum

Last night I couldn’t sleep. I did eventually, but it didn’t happen until almost 3:00 am. My mind started wandering last night because something was bothering me. I wanted to see what my ex-hubby’s new baby looked like. I don’t … Continue reading

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