My life has been a bit busy for a while, as I’ve been focusing on myself for once. I got back on track with exercising and losing weight, and that seems to be going well. I’m going to be moved by into a new apartment at the end of January that I just found today. It’s an amazing deal and almost 250 sq ft bigger than what I currently have. In addition, this week I went out on a first date with a guy I really like, and the feeling FINALLY seems to be mutual. Our second date was last night and it couldn’t have gone better.
Now is when I have to stay focused. I need to remember that alone time is good and only makes the getting together again that much better. I want to be missed. He seems to be initiating, so I’m hoping it continues. My birthday is just before Thanksgiving, so having someone special to share it with would be nice given I haven’t had that in a very long time.
I keep reminding myself that if nothing comes of this relationship, I’ll be fine. It does seem different this time, but I’ve been wrong in the past, so here’s hoping.