Monthly Archives: June 2012

The road ahead

I decided to take a walk tonight after being in the house all day. There really is no more tension between us, so being at home all day with my hubby isn’t what it used to be. We talked. We … Continue reading

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It is done.

I mentioned yesterday that I went to see a new therapist as my current one is on vacation until August. When I got back from my appointment, I found my hubby lying on the floor in the living room watching … Continue reading

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…and fighting out of this corner…

I made a decision today. I’m not sure I’m ready to see it written in front of me, but I guess it’s a step. Deep breath…I have decided to end my marriage. My hubby does not know that I have … Continue reading

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From the bottom of my heart

I have never felt as distant from you as I do right now.  I’m not exactly sure how I got here.  I know that I’ve done things that I can’t take back.  I take full responsibility for my actions.  I … Continue reading

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Tipping the scales

I’m sitting here in my office as the sun is rising and a new day is beginning. I’m not normally up this early. It’s currently just after 6:00 am. I’m having trouble wrapping my brain around everything that’s happening. Yesterday … Continue reading

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My Unexpected Angel

I am a believer that angels exist. I’m not necessarily talking about the typical winged beings flying about looking out for us. The kind of angels to which I’m referring are those that come to us in the form of … Continue reading

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Surviving Those Questions and Comments

Over the last year and a half I have used writing as a tool for many things. It has helped me sort out my thoughts. It has helped me to balance my mood. It has given me a creative outlet … Continue reading

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